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The thought of Arashi having their debut in 紅白歌合戦 is making me cry. I have tears flowing down now. How much of me want Arashi to appear on it is more than you can think of. To make an appearance in 紅白歌合戦 is the highest honour an artiste in Japan can have. And to even know that Johnny is breaking their framework convention for this goofballs I'm so thankful for Johnny. Really, I am. It was Johnny to decline Arashi performance in 紅白歌合戦 at first. He even let Tokio stayed for 紅白歌合戦 which I'm so pleased now smiling like an idiot.

For Johnny countdown, if Arashi and Tokio will be on 紅白歌合戦. SMAP never got invited at Johnny countdown because it's a J-friend thingy so we can rule them out. Kanjani8 will be at Osaka having their concert. It will be left with V6, Kinki Kids, News, Kat-tun, Hey say Jump and NYC B.I.Shadow. Gosh, and my mind is telling me it will be another boring Johnny countdown if only Arashi can rush down (pulling tokio :P) to perform their 10th anniversary segment like how the previous batches did I will be satisfied.

Hey, I rather see Arashi on 紅白歌合戦 considering that most of my favorite singers will be there. Including Alan if she's confirm. I'll bet with Arashi rainbow vibes, they could bait those elderly people considering some of them have been in Mago Mago Arashi. I have a feeling some of the enka singers are Arashi fans.

It came, with darling eve driving her car right up to my doorstep while I was listening to the family speaking about business future in the Nasi Lemak world. I laughed abit. When I got hold onto the bag ( plus hearing sho's rap coming out from Eve's car), I was glad that God for once did stop to think about me because dearest mommy paid for this :D

I love how the bag looks like, the smell of the bag and also the phrase "Arashi anniversary 5x10". I'm glad, so grateful for the chance to come upon this bag and even purchased my order. I would die from sniffing the bag. It's unstoppable.

I now have the urge to get all the eco bag from each Arashi concerts. Irresistable.

I'm trying to write down my own flow of thoughts with lots of ranting and complains.

Soccer - A big word impact on people's life.

To the once so fragile-system for leaving someone, I hope he did blessed you with that motivation and emotional strength to let you carry on with obstacles you will be facing in the future.

He once saw education more important above anything. Yet because of a sports he favoured so much, an inspiration he look up to, a dream he always dreamed of, he left the country to pursue another step into the world of Soccer.

Being someone I look up to, he had always been this motivation within me not just emotionally but physically too. Looking at him running freely at the open-space of the stadium with his eyes concentrating at the soccer ball, something that flows out from him that touches my heart is just so undescribable. Although I have more to tell him, a simple 'Thank you' and you know he will be more than grateful.

The other day when I had to send you off, I didn't had the courage to say a simple bye. Oh well, the pride starts kicking it. I wasn't going to cry in front of you, No I wasn't. As you initiated in shaking my hand, that was the moment when it struck that I love the feel of your hand on mine but it was sadly not mine to hold.

On a random note, I was talking to a dear friend on the kind of strangers you come across in your life. Especially those who want to create all kinds of drama in their oh-my-life-sux-right-now for unnecessary attention which consists of 99.9% negative. I rather you not to be so emotionally-inclined so as to make me wonder those logical brain cells of yours work or not. Do they even exist in the first place? This is a short out to you know who. By the way your post are rather interesting in a worst kind of way. I'm so not a horrible person.

I'm on Hiatus right now.

So see me blogging in a month time : D

"Ting" You called my name and held my hand at the darkest hours of the night. I like the way you speak, the way you sound. I love to figure and understand what you are trying to say, why are you saying it and even what you are not saying. I snuggled closer to you. My nose could pick up the smell of your colonge. I took a deep breath. I didn't make a sound but you knew I was listening to you closely. Listening to every word you were speaking.